What Ours

That day, I stood in front of the building and sun shine so bright until I got little brown and you with your style came to me and the story begun ...

Part 1

    I dont ever thought that I had to feel this way. I never expected what I will get when I just arrived here. Here? Ya in college, when everything's still new and "unknown" for me. Stranger silent walking around me. I am lost. Shame! I am almost 18 years and I still feared about crowd, just dont like it! Back to the college, I am totally a freshman, what I supposed to do in very "new" land? But, okay I will do my best here.

   I have known some of my becoming friends, before. They look cool, but we'll see. On my first day college, I was so excited that I couldn't say a word. I felt little bit shame, afraid, fear and grumbling and confused and and and more thousand and ... It was 2 pm and I walked with someone I known from my course, he's kind. Sun was so proud about it self, it bother me at all. Sweats were appeared without permission first, made me uncomfort then. How can I show up with a liter sweats on me? Oh my.. Tissues dont help me, dont if you have to throw it every time you done.

   I tried to be chill, but I couldnt. Too many things I thought, so I just concentrated with my walk and less talk with him. I am so sorry for doing that to you, bro. Honestly I was nervous. After walking about 20 minutes finally, I got there. What a pleasure and what a crowd! It's a big NO! I have few friends here and dont know where they are or what they look like. Abstract! I hate it. Realized that was an emergency "need friends", I decided to text one of my friends. What for? For get to know her, that I am arrived and just want to say hello, maybe? Okay, I admit it, say hello was a second option, the truth was I need friend! RIGHT NOW!