Study Hard Makes Zero?

Guys, have you ever heard, this words? Man Jadda Wa Jadda. Have you? Yes, i think, its very persuative. Hemh..
But, in reality its very contrary. Why? Because it happen in me.
I have study hard for my exam. N wha? I got a bad score, almost all. Terrible!! Very terrible! I know im stupid n no move, but believe me i have study, HARD! Better for me to remedial beside i learnt nothing on the subject. Right? In this situation, i got smthng to learn, that is "do your exam honestly, with your capability n never ever cheat". Its hard for student, not to cheat, but you know? Its really help us to get our future. Hemh.. So, get your ideals with diligent, believe n honestly. :D

North or South?

Im in the center of the world, then people surrounding me.
Crowd, but peaceful. And lovely and cheerful. Easy to find a perfect life here.
But my place of stand, was shaked just now.
I have to choose, that I exactly known I cant.
Like North and South, Im contaradictive. I cant imagine, what will happen.
I cant stand strongly, and Im bleeding inside. Coz Im lying to my self, and its cruel for me. North and South. Never ever I choose the one.