Study Hard Makes Zero?

Guys, have you ever heard, this words? Man Jadda Wa Jadda. Have you? Yes, i think, its very persuative. Hemh..
But, in reality its very contrary. Why? Because it happen in me.
I have study hard for my exam. N wha? I got a bad score, almost all. Terrible!! Very terrible! I know im stupid n no move, but believe me i have study, HARD! Better for me to remedial beside i learnt nothing on the subject. Right? In this situation, i got smthng to learn, that is "do your exam honestly, with your capability n never ever cheat". Its hard for student, not to cheat, but you know? Its really help us to get our future. Hemh.. So, get your ideals with diligent, believe n honestly. :D

North or South?

Im in the center of the world, then people surrounding me.
Crowd, but peaceful. And lovely and cheerful. Easy to find a perfect life here.
But my place of stand, was shaked just now.
I have to choose, that I exactly known I cant.
Like North and South, Im contaradictive. I cant imagine, what will happen.
I cant stand strongly, and Im bleeding inside. Coz Im lying to my self, and its cruel for me. North and South. Never ever I choose the one.

Yang Terhormat

Wahai penguasa daerah!
Lihat kami, kami yang engkau semenamenakan!
Tak pernah mendengar elu rintih kami, yang berjuang, demi engkau, demi nama baik daerah kita, demi membuatmu tersenyum bangga wahai penguasa..!!
Penguasa yang terhormat, apa yang engkau rencanakan?
Mengapa kami dipermainkan?
Sesungguhnya, kami bukan.
Sesungguhnya kami nyata.
Kami tak pernah bertemu nama Keadilan dalam buku harianmu.
Lihatkah engkau wahai penguasa?
Engkau telah membungkam mulut banyak orang dalam seucap perkataan.
Sampai ratumu pun, seperti bonekamu..
Wahai penguasa, dimaana janjimu?
Kamiu tak butuh senyummu. Kami tak butuh wibawamu!!
Siapa kami? Siapa engkau?
Kelak, kau tak kan membawa apaoun dari ambisimu itu..
Wahai, penguasa..
Ingin rasanya engkau kami jadikan panutan.
Namun, itu tak akan pernah terlaksanakan.
Karena, kami tak menemukan keadilan dalam sudut hati yang terlupakan.

Crush..

Break down to the earth.
When the beautifulness, sotfness, gentle, decided to go to the more beautiful far place.
And I dont know when it will back again, just to see me.
Very long way, I've walked, I decided to turn back again then.

Inside

Uncontrolled inside, but managable outside.
Loving u is a gentle,
Beautigful like adzan shubuh sound.
Loving u is like respect my self,
I count on u, coz My Lord.
If u'R mine, permit me to give miune, just for u, in the right time, for once.
Never be twice..